solitude

And sometimes it hits me that I'm really alone. Though I have an amazing Savior, caring parents, and great acquaintances through church and school, there's a part of my heart that just aches for companionship. Every now and then I get this desperate thought: will I be alone forever? Am I not going to be blessed with children? Because though it's ok if I'm not, at the moments of realization, it's like I can't breathe.